The last couple of days have been an odd mix of good and rubbish. In fact I feel very up and down right now, veering from one to the other in one moment to another.
I know why it is and I know that it will pass, and that it isn't - oh gosh I hope - anything that is too serious or cannot be resolved, but I don't like it!!! In fact I could stamp one of my not so little feet and pout and possibly scweam and scweam and scweam until I am sick!
Just to illustrate the point, as I am writing this I published it after just the two paragraphs above! So if you are reading this right now - I will publish it again! - come back in a minute!
See, life is like that right now.
Today should have been a great day. The first day that something actually happened with my new employment venture, two things actually. However, I spent soooooooo long today online trying to figure something out that was in the end solved by googling the problem after spending at least an hour searching for the answer, and wouldn't you know it the answer was so obvious - when you know how....
Tomorrow will be better, and the good news is that I have actually earned some money today.
One thing goes upppp up and away and another crashes down around me.
I made a great dinner and then managed to drip food down my clothes. I needed to go and run some errands and it has poured with rain all day so I had to go in the rain. I forgot to buy some new daffodils to cheer myself up and the scented candle that I have been holding on to for ages still isn't smelling scenty even though I am now half way down.
That my friends is all the signs of a bad mood!!
I think that I am stressed actually. Tomorrow is a new day and - as I already said - will be better. It will!!
So, what I am going to do. Stop starting sentences with SO and learn how to spell sentence and then go and get the box of very posh chocs that I got for Christmas and start to eat them and read blogs and then do some tapestry. Then bed and tomorrow will arrive and be much much better!!!
Oh, I do have something else to say! As far as my employment goes, I WILL tell you ALL about it, but I just need to wait a teensy bit longer. Also, about Basildon Park, I am not paid for my work there, but I do work there, as a volunteer, and I treat it as work, am there regularly as work (although not five days a week!), and they expect people who volunteer there to work and be as professional as if it were a paid job. So as far as I am concerned it is work - which I happen to love and adore - and it is easier to describe it on my blog and to others as work. Hope that clears up any confusion or misconceptions!
I am going now, I have rambled enough!
See you tomorrow - in a better frame of mind!!
Thanks for listening.